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starsream out -smoke bombs away- (hehe :3)
Sun Dec 7, 2014, 10:11 AM
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Oh, I noticed just now your shoutbox... HI!!!!! :glomp:
Tue Sep 16, 2014, 3:34 AM
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I loves ya art :3
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DONT YOU HONEY ME >:D XXDD
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amuzant...
Thu Nov 8, 2012, 4:24 AM
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HAHAHA! good one!
Sat Oct 20, 2012, 4:58 AM
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yuki you are soo kool
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how are you yuki?
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your so cool yuki
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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HAPPY EARLY BIRTHDAY :)!!!
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Happy early Birthday Yuki ^^
Mon Jul 2, 2012, 7:08 PM
starscream333344:iconstarscream333344:
hey halo fangirl make a rare passion 2 story of tfp with starsream and megatron as kittycon and autodog please
Sat Jun 30, 2012, 9:13 AM
YukiOni:iconyukioni:
Still don't have you inside my mind...
Fri Jun 22, 2012, 1:47 AM
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Hello, helloo! said in a voice like telefoneguy from FNAF

Okay guys, it's time you get to really know why I've been so absent during autumn, winter and during spring. And I'm sorry in advantage if I'm going to upset anyone by reading this. AND NO, I WON'T QUIT DEVIANTART.

So it all begun a few years ago. I've never been really happy and joyful during the winter and it's early months, since it's so dark and cold here in Sweden during winter. We really put a "winter is coming" into our season. But anyway, University was just starting and I didn't suffer too much from my chronological joint-pains. Around that time, on September 10th, I begun drawing a Transformers fancomic called Eons Ago. Nothing serious or too big, it was simply going to be somewhat of a fun side-project to show my appreciation to the fandom. And boy, I was really not good at drawing my favorite transformers, but I didn't really mind it that much. It was mostly a fun thing.

Before I realized it, I'd gotten a small amount of followers. It was surprisingly sweet, and I happily obliged to continue the fancomic. It suddenly got a little more cheesy-and I found myself several times just laugh to myself "how can this crappy shit get attention", -but it got a story. My followers increased. People I really, really admired (and some I still do admire a whole lot) started reading, commenting and favorite my art and comic. I begun putting up comic pages and art on a schedule, about 3-4 pages each week. I sat until late nights just to plan, sketch and draw my messy art. I still didn't know how to draw robots, but I thought it was fun to see how I somewhat improved during the time.

And so, my fancomic had lasted a year, and gotten even MORE followers than I ever expected. I still put up many pages each week. I wrote scenes into the comic which I later regretted deeply and had deep discussions with people about. I was a victim of several art-thieves.
I dropped some sidecomics I was making to finish my leading one. Trolls roamed my page. I even got  one or two  "I'll kill you for drawing that/that character like that" comment. My joint-pains increased. More followers. More comments. More pressure. I begun doing commissions. I got too many commissions to make that I got art-block.  My art-block didn't go away. Pressure.

After 3 years, I'd met really good friends and lost some really good one due to tragic reasons. Some I still miss very much- and I have no idea what they're doing or if they're even alive today. I ended my fancomic. The pressure was somewhat lifted. For a short while. I suddenly felt like I needed to make something more, something new, I didn't want to disappoint my followers that increased- almost as fast as I felt my joint-pains increase for every day. Without even knowing it, that winter, I broke down. The pressure from University, making art that I felt wasn't no longer for the purpose of me having fun, relationship with friends and my family, the winter crashing down on me... I got another art-block.

Fast forward to this last autumn and winter. I got depressed. Really depressed. I doubted on so much things. University, some IRL 'friends', my art- and art mostly, it just felt like a huge slap in the face to even think of drawing. I had some dark thoughts, yes. I'm still ashamed of it. I still felt pressure of making comics. Making what I love. Making art that I know others love and wait for. Making my joints hurt so much that I'd cry for days after I've had slight chance of drawing.

I've always compared myself to others- always been the 'late bloomer' for everything, but not like I was during my darkest months. Always believed that no one would think I was good enough. I could sit for hours and watch other peoples art and cry to myself "why don't I improve like this person, and how come that person says he/she's not good enough then clearly I could never live up to that artists level". It was depression speaking. Literally.
I didn't even care that I've pep-talked others that commented on my art the same thing, with replies like "oh, you just need to believe in yourself and practice". When I look back at those moments, I'm ashamed. Art is supposed to be something I love doing, not something I should compare to others and feel regret and angst over. Art is for me. Art is my happiness and my way of expressing my feelings through art.

I'm still trying to recover from a milder type of art-block. I got some new wonderful IRL as well as Internet friends. University is almost over. I came out last year as bisexual after living for years under constant shame of my sexuality. The pressure is starting to weight off. But I'm still not there yet to draw comics like I used to. I make some side-projects for fun, and I would love to publish them on either DeviantArt or my Smackjeeves some day.

One day, I wish I could just stop care about the pressure and just so what I love again, without feeling like I'm the worst person in the world for not updating like I did for 3, very, very fun years. Making a fancomic was one of the greatest things I've ever experienced. I never, not for a slight moment, considered myself 'good' or even 'Internet popular'. I considered myself a fan-artist with a certain style- a little sketchy and a little woggy. Nothing much. Not even when I got over a 1300 followers, I felt like I was a good artist or a good story maker. I still doesn't consider myself a good artist. 
But I do consider myself a fan-comic artist-lover.
I want to do what I love the most, without feeling my own pressure nag me in the back of my head, without feeling like I'm not good enough. I can improve. It's not hard to try and doodle. It's not that hard to look up some tutorials on drawing and test them out. It's not wrong to have art-block. It's not wrong to say to your mirror, "Hey, it's okay if you need a break. You deserve it".

My Wifu lend me this book, called "Fangirl" by Rainbow Powell. Read it, it's really, really awesome. The main character, Cather, is really, really alike me as a person. When I read it just a few days ago, I cried when I read the parts where she expressed her pressure. I won't spoil it, but look it up for yourselves. It's really a wonderful book.

I started drawing again, guys. See you soon.




YukiOni, signing out.


Fancomics-doujinshi
Transformers Prime: Eons Ago

I got this beautifully awesome Eons Ago stamp from
, please share on your Journal/Dash if you also like Eons Ago :3<333

TFP: Eons Ago by SparklingPebbles

And then I received this friggin' awesome and hot stamp of my dearest SteelMind from
<3333

Steelmind Button by xtechnology-1




dA made me a night owl by Tepara Cat lover stamp by xXAli-StarXx Stealin' Ur Stamps Stamp by AnnaethGreenleaf Reply Comments Stamp by Mirz123 Awesome Watchers by AwesomeLurker JazzxOptimus stamp by Tugera Starscream Abuse 3 by GeminiGirl83 :iconarttheft1plz::iconarttheft2plz: Stamp - Comics by AzraelleWormser Fanart stamp by katthekat .:I forget shit.: by Da-Dingo Art thief beating stick stamp by raynubu Friends stamp by Meddle689 Comparing Sizes by GeminiGirl83 Oh shi by GeminiGirl83 Smug Grin by GeminiGirl83 robot crush by meimei-stamps Stamp - Cullenism 4 by saesama Self Taught by GoatSocks Fanartist Stamp by Feniiku Gallery Warning :Stamp: by Circe-Baka The Log-out Stamp by Busiris Thrax Stamp by MissBezz Chii's Sweet Home Stamp 1 by haligren UMAP Francoeur + flowers Stamp by TwilightProwler UMAP Francoeur + Lucille stamp by TwilightProwler Soundwave x Knockout Stamp by Leathurkatt-TFTiggy FT - Gazille x Levi 01 by coffeefanatic3462  OC Pairings - Stamp by Astanine Stamp by FlamwallEXE<3 <da:thumb id="122651810"/>


Who's afraid of the Decepticon Justice Division?
MTMTE Tarn stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Kaon stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE The Pet stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Vos stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Helex stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Tesarus stamp by Imber-Noctis

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TFP Starscream stamp by Imber-Noctis Heart TFP Megatron stamp by Imber-Noctis :iconnyuuplz:

Knockout x Starscream by Jonou Heart Support the SIC and the DOC!

Optimus x Ratchet by Jonou Heart Support the oldies!

TFP Knockout stamp by Imber-Noctis Heart TFP Breakdown stamp by Imber-Noctis :iconnyuuplz:

MTMTE Whirl stamp by Imber-Noctis  Heart MTMTE Cyclonus stamp by Imber-Noctis Heart MTMTE Tailgate stamp by Imber-Noctis



Heart Support StevexStarscream shut up_ vehicon and starscream by TheDarkstarlduxd Heart

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:iconrequestsonhold: :iconcommissionsonhold: :iconpointcommishesonhold: :iconrequestfriendsonly: :iconarttradesfriendsonly:

MS Ghost Stamp by TwilightProwler  MS Ghost Lewis Stamp by TwilightProwler x MS Vivi Stamp by TwilightProwler<3

Sorry for my lack of art, but--- do you guys miss me/my art?
96%
87 deviants said Yes, I watch you for your art
4%
4 deviants said I've just started watching you and settle with your old arwork
Wrecking ball (or MTMTE #32) by YukiOni
Wrecking ball (or MTMTE #32)
YEAH I DIDN'T EVEN TRY
I'M TRYING TO GET THIS ARTBLOCK AWAY, AND THIS IS WHAT I DO QAO



MTMTE- IDW Publishing
Tarn and Overlord- IDW, James Roberts
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ANYONE GOING TO AUTOBOT ASSEMBLY?
BE SURE TO MEET WITH ME AND SAY HI :D<3
TFP OC- The Siblings -Toxin by YukiOni
TFP OC- The Siblings -Toxin
Introducing The Siblings- Toxin

The last forged of Sinister and Bella (yukioni.deviantart.com/art/The…). Toxin masters the art of poison which he uses on the unfortunate who refuses to work with The Siblings and their work with recruiting new Decepticons to their cause. He's a rascal-alike Cybertronian, and he likes to tease and play with his family. Asexual, and not interested at all in any sexual relationship. He's a hybrid from Sparkeater and Insecticon, just as his siblings, Banshee (yukioni.deviantart.com/art/TFP…) and Hunter.

Toxin -Gnejs
Art/design- :iconyukioni:
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Sorry for my lack of art, but--- do you guys miss me/my art? 

96%
87 deviants said Yes, I watch you for your art
4%
4 deviants said I've just started watching you and settle with your old arwork


Hello, helloo! said in a voice like telefoneguy from FNAF

Okay guys, it's time you get to really know why I've been so absent during autumn, winter and during spring. And I'm sorry in advantage if I'm going to upset anyone by reading this. AND NO, I WON'T QUIT DEVIANTART.

So it all begun a few years ago. I've never been really happy and joyful during the winter and it's early months, since it's so dark and cold here in Sweden during winter. We really put a "winter is coming" into our season. But anyway, University was just starting and I didn't suffer too much from my chronological joint-pains. Around that time, on September 10th, I begun drawing a Transformers fancomic called Eons Ago. Nothing serious or too big, it was simply going to be somewhat of a fun side-project to show my appreciation to the fandom. And boy, I was really not good at drawing my favorite transformers, but I didn't really mind it that much. It was mostly a fun thing.

Before I realized it, I'd gotten a small amount of followers. It was surprisingly sweet, and I happily obliged to continue the fancomic. It suddenly got a little more cheesy-and I found myself several times just laugh to myself "how can this crappy shit get attention", -but it got a story. My followers increased. People I really, really admired (and some I still do admire a whole lot) started reading, commenting and favorite my art and comic. I begun putting up comic pages and art on a schedule, about 3-4 pages each week. I sat until late nights just to plan, sketch and draw my messy art. I still didn't know how to draw robots, but I thought it was fun to see how I somewhat improved during the time.

And so, my fancomic had lasted a year, and gotten even MORE followers than I ever expected. I still put up many pages each week. I wrote scenes into the comic which I later regretted deeply and had deep discussions with people about. I was a victim of several art-thieves.
I dropped some sidecomics I was making to finish my leading one. Trolls roamed my page. I even got  one or two  "I'll kill you for drawing that/that character like that" comment. My joint-pains increased. More followers. More comments. More pressure. I begun doing commissions. I got too many commissions to make that I got art-block.  My art-block didn't go away. Pressure.

After 3 years, I'd met really good friends and lost some really good one due to tragic reasons. Some I still miss very much- and I have no idea what they're doing or if they're even alive today. I ended my fancomic. The pressure was somewhat lifted. For a short while. I suddenly felt like I needed to make something more, something new, I didn't want to disappoint my followers that increased- almost as fast as I felt my joint-pains increase for every day. Without even knowing it, that winter, I broke down. The pressure from University, making art that I felt wasn't no longer for the purpose of me having fun, relationship with friends and my family, the winter crashing down on me... I got another art-block.

Fast forward to this last autumn and winter. I got depressed. Really depressed. I doubted on so much things. University, some IRL 'friends', my art- and art mostly, it just felt like a huge slap in the face to even think of drawing. I had some dark thoughts, yes. I'm still ashamed of it. I still felt pressure of making comics. Making what I love. Making art that I know others love and wait for. Making my joints hurt so much that I'd cry for days after I've had slight chance of drawing.

I've always compared myself to others- always been the 'late bloomer' for everything, but not like I was during my darkest months. Always believed that no one would think I was good enough. I could sit for hours and watch other peoples art and cry to myself "why don't I improve like this person, and how come that person says he/she's not good enough then clearly I could never live up to that artists level". It was depression speaking. Literally.
I didn't even care that I've pep-talked others that commented on my art the same thing, with replies like "oh, you just need to believe in yourself and practice". When I look back at those moments, I'm ashamed. Art is supposed to be something I love doing, not something I should compare to others and feel regret and angst over. Art is for me. Art is my happiness and my way of expressing my feelings through art.

I'm still trying to recover from a milder type of art-block. I got some new wonderful IRL as well as Internet friends. University is almost over. I came out last year as bisexual after living for years under constant shame of my sexuality. The pressure is starting to weight off. But I'm still not there yet to draw comics like I used to. I make some side-projects for fun, and I would love to publish them on either DeviantArt or my Smackjeeves some day.

One day, I wish I could just stop care about the pressure and just so what I love again, without feeling like I'm the worst person in the world for not updating like I did for 3, very, very fun years. Making a fancomic was one of the greatest things I've ever experienced. I never, not for a slight moment, considered myself 'good' or even 'Internet popular'. I considered myself a fan-artist with a certain style- a little sketchy and a little woggy. Nothing much. Not even when I got over a 1300 followers, I felt like I was a good artist or a good story maker. I still doesn't consider myself a good artist. 
But I do consider myself a fan-comic artist-lover.
I want to do what I love the most, without feeling my own pressure nag me in the back of my head, without feeling like I'm not good enough. I can improve. It's not hard to try and doodle. It's not that hard to look up some tutorials on drawing and test them out. It's not wrong to have art-block. It's not wrong to say to your mirror, "Hey, it's okay if you need a break. You deserve it".

My Wifu lend me this book, called "Fangirl" by Rainbow Powell. Read it, it's really, really awesome. The main character, Cather, is really, really alike me as a person. When I read it just a few days ago, I cried when I read the parts where she expressed her pressure. I won't spoil it, but look it up for yourselves. It's really a wonderful book.

I started drawing again, guys. See you soon.




YukiOni, signing out.


Fancomics-doujinshi
Transformers Prime: Eons Ago

I got this beautifully awesome Eons Ago stamp from
, please share on your Journal/Dash if you also like Eons Ago :3<333

TFP: Eons Ago by SparklingPebbles

And then I received this friggin' awesome and hot stamp of my dearest SteelMind from
<3333

Steelmind Button by xtechnology-1




dA made me a night owl by Tepara Cat lover stamp by xXAli-StarXx Stealin' Ur Stamps Stamp by AnnaethGreenleaf Reply Comments Stamp by Mirz123 Awesome Watchers by AwesomeLurker JazzxOptimus stamp by Tugera Starscream Abuse 3 by GeminiGirl83 :iconarttheft1plz::iconarttheft2plz: Stamp - Comics by AzraelleWormser Fanart stamp by katthekat .:I forget shit.: by Da-Dingo Art thief beating stick stamp by raynubu Friends stamp by Meddle689 Comparing Sizes by GeminiGirl83 Oh shi by GeminiGirl83 Smug Grin by GeminiGirl83 robot crush by meimei-stamps Stamp - Cullenism 4 by saesama Self Taught by GoatSocks Fanartist Stamp by Feniiku Gallery Warning :Stamp: by Circe-Baka The Log-out Stamp by Busiris Thrax Stamp by MissBezz Chii's Sweet Home Stamp 1 by haligren UMAP Francoeur + flowers Stamp by TwilightProwler UMAP Francoeur + Lucille stamp by TwilightProwler Soundwave x Knockout Stamp by Leathurkatt-TFTiggy FT - Gazille x Levi 01 by coffeefanatic3462  OC Pairings - Stamp by Astanine Stamp by FlamwallEXE<3 <da:thumb id="122651810"/>


Who's afraid of the Decepticon Justice Division?
MTMTE Tarn stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Kaon stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE The Pet stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Vos stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Helex stamp by Imber-Noctis* MTMTE Tesarus stamp by Imber-Noctis

-------
TFP Starscream stamp by Imber-Noctis Heart TFP Megatron stamp by Imber-Noctis :iconnyuuplz:

Knockout x Starscream by Jonou Heart Support the SIC and the DOC!

Optimus x Ratchet by Jonou Heart Support the oldies!

TFP Knockout stamp by Imber-Noctis Heart TFP Breakdown stamp by Imber-Noctis :iconnyuuplz:

MTMTE Whirl stamp by Imber-Noctis  Heart MTMTE Cyclonus stamp by Imber-Noctis Heart MTMTE Tailgate stamp by Imber-Noctis



Heart Support StevexStarscream shut up_ vehicon and starscream by TheDarkstarlduxd Heart

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:iconrequestsonhold: :iconcommissionsonhold: :iconpointcommishesonhold: :iconrequestfriendsonly: :iconarttradesfriendsonly:

MS Ghost Stamp by TwilightProwler  MS Ghost Lewis Stamp by TwilightProwler x MS Vivi Stamp by TwilightProwler<3

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Yuki
Artist | Hobbyist | Digital Art
Sweden
Current Residence: My small apartment, where I create my doujinhis<3
Favourite genre of music: Rock and... ugh, I know, ballads...<33
Favourite photographer: Henry B. Goodwin, Floria Sigismundi & David La Chapelle
Favourite style of art: Sketching, toning and markers
Operating System: RATCHEET.<3
MP3 player of choice: I prefer YouTube or Spotify
Shell of choice: Ghosts :)
Wallpaper of choice: TRANSFORMERS SLASH.
Skin of choice: I'd say mechanic. -3-
Favourite cartoon character:Starscream, Megatron, Soundwave TFP, "Bitch"wing, Shockwave TFA
Personal Quote: Draw for the love of TF slash, people, DRAW<33
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Sorry for my lack of art, but--- do you guys miss me/my art? 

96%
87 deviants said Yes, I watch you for your art
4%
4 deviants said I've just started watching you and settle with your old arwork

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MewKatie Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hi. I read your SSXM manga and I really liked it. It was amazing! =)
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YukiOni Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh, thank you! :3 I'm glad you enjoyed it!
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WhyNot233 Featured By Owner Edited May 14, 2015  Student Digital Artist
:iconohyoublushplz: oh gosh, I think you'll like my newest work (now that it's shared). I've never done something like it before so yeah...
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MewKatie Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
^^
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MewKatie Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
Hi. I read the whole manga story you made and I thought it was amazing! ^^
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yulihatsumo Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2015
Hello will you be making a sequel comic to eons ago 
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YukiOni Featured By Owner Mar 3, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Hello! Yes, I am planning on making one. But right now, I can't say when it'll be done, since I have to complete the prequel to Eons Ago first :3
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:iconkylie-the-loner:
Hi, I'm new to deviantart. And I LOVE eons ago. I've read and re read it. Its really good how comlex everything, there can sure be some spinoff stories! Whoo! But I really like it, its comlexity and the artwork have drawn me in (no pun intended) I have to say, I've read a lot of fanfictions, but this one takes the cake. I think if you wrote it out and published it on another site I find popular with transformers fans called wattpad, that it would be a BIG hit. I'm sure people would love it.
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YukiOni Featured By Owner Feb 23, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Oh my gosh, I had to re-read this comment a few times, it made me so happy O//////w///////O<3
thank you so much for all the sweet words! I've actually published Eons Ago on my SmackJeeves - www.smackjeeves.com/comicprofi… and some of it on TUMBLR.

I'm also thinking of printing it out and sell it as a fan-comic, but I'm unsure if anyone would buy it, hoho!
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Kylie-the-loner Featured By Owner Feb 24, 2015
I would. But I know a lot of people on wattpad and can pull a few strings to get. You tons of viws. y stories blindsighted and a lighting Star are really popular. I can send up a shoutout about you.
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